We are always searching

Change is all around us... people leave, creating little holes in our hearts - whether they mean to, or not. Our Mel is flying off tomorrow afternoon. New start, new life. I'm going to miss her so much..
Can't sleep tonight. Too much to think about.

Happy birthday, buddy

Nicky took this

It is now 11:11 - I once had a friend who wished on 11:11s every night, till she stopped believing in 11:11s

I tuned out all the voices in my class an hour ago. They're still droning on and on... but I am spinnnnnin' it up on FFR. Genius.

Trying desperately to weave the days into silk again, to regain all lost momentum. I came to school today with a different sort of bounce in my step! Tucked my shirt in, too. Look neat feel neat think neat yknw?

School today has drained me of all enthusiasm I had this morning. I honestly couldn't care less about how a bell actually rings, or about the light intensity of detectors.

Third day at school and it's beginning to kill me slowly. Not that I'm complaining about breaks almost every hour/cheese tofu/waffles... I feel quite out of place. What's new?

I am basically in much need of entertainment. With the exception of BSS, there is nothing to look forward to in the coming weeks.